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i live and work in a predominantly hispanic neighborhood, so how is it that the majority of the people that hit on me are either really ghetto black men or white lesbians…

i’m not racist or homophobic, and i take it all as a compliment, but it’s kind of weird that those seem to be the only two types of people hitting on me as of late…

is it a vibe i’m sending?

universe: if you could please send a super cute and non-ghetto man that would like to take me out some time, that would be fantastic :) 

got my refund check for the semester.

it was the first time a check that was addressed to me had a comma in the total :)

sure i have to pay back a majority of it because it’s from a student loan, but i’m still happy :)

It’s been quite a while since i’ve last logged onto tumblr. it’s crazy that i have new followers since i haven’t posted in ages!! but grateful none the less, hello new friends! i plan to start posting regularly again, and this time i want to mix it up with some actual blogging instead of just pictures or quotes. so to kick things off…

SO much has been going on in my life lately, it’s pure insanity! between school, and work, and people (or person really) i’m up to my ears in stress.

work: i’m being promoted at work, so a lot more responsibility is required. who would have thought you would need responsibility in fast food? lol. i will be the person in charge of the closing shift :) yayy for the much needed pay raise! even though it’s only going to put me at $8.75 :/ still better than minimum wage!

school: school sucks. i haven’t been able to get into this semester at all! it’s like my mind is twelve million places other than my textbooks. anytime i try to study i can’t focus especially because my mind has been uncontrollably stuck on a certain someone. i can’t wait for the semester to be over already!!!

the boy: so i’ve gone and done it again. fell for a stupid boy that didn’t feel the same way about me. unfortunately this time it is as if i jumped without a parachute and crash landed in the middle of a forest fire. out of no where i’m your average crazy girl that gets jealous and cries and wants to spend every second with the guy. i swear this saga is more nauseating than Twilight, and yet i still can’t get him out of my damn head! he gives me freaking butterflies!…or he did anyways. now that he’s into someone else and i have to watch him flirt with her he just makes me feel sick in the pit of my stomach. i’m new to this territory, and i don’t like it.

on another note, i’ve cut back on my drinking! my liver is proud :) well that’s all for now i guess. i should probably go try and do homework…or maybe i’ll turn my sickening crush story into a book and become rich since apparently that’s the kind of literature that sells these days.

haven’t been on here in a while…